Part 1: Reverbed Silence Intro Lyrics - Aaron Mac

It's been a minute, been waiting and listening 

Biding my time swear this time is different 

Blood on the floor, it's not what you think it is 

Writings on walls got me losing myself and I'm pissed 

Call me an idiot, tell me I'm wrong, tell me I'm ignorant 

Buy me a shot I don't want to remember this, 

Got No regrets for none of our differences. 

Looking for doors and windows so I can escape 

I'm looking at bones of bodies of men in the corner 

right next to an array of blades 

keep saying my future is bright 

but this room so dark that I stepped on the shades 

Tell me I'm free so I can look at you and tell you 

why I feel like I spend life in a cage. 

Tell me that I can come out, 

shit I been looking between these bars for days 

I really believe I deserve the pain 

so I struck up a match and set it ablaze. 

when I was in middle school momma told me 

to get over this pain it's only a phase 

At 26 I'm laughing it's funny 

cause still feel like I'm lost in the maze. 

And music is my therapy I know that it's funny 

Shout out to Nate cuz I must have forgot 

if it wasn't for him then it probably wouldn't be 

used to want people to like me, that wouldn't help 

What's the point of trying to reach people 

if I can barely love myself. 

I look at the world the same as I look at the mirror 

it's tainted, 

dark clouds prevents pictures from getting clearer 

I know, you may be thinking I'm crazy, 

but that's what I call myself 

I live in a world where everybody got they hands out 

nobody offering help. 

Lay in bed I can't sleep, look at food I can't eat 

Come to love I aspirate, can barely think 

Nobody understands anything that I say anymore 

My head has only been stuck on revenge and settling scores. 

So what do you do when you hurt, and don't want to speak anymore 

Intentions are good but my blood is dirty, you see it come out of my pores 

I don't want to be the guy just rapping bout money and banging whores 

That's all I get when I turn on the radio, I don't want to hear anymore 

Dove said that the worse thing for your mental health is the isolation 

But this is incarceration 

I don't want to be around people who limited in their conversation 

Like a hospital that's closing its doors, the lights off and I'm losing patience. 

Have you ever wanted scream out at the top of your lungs 

Have you ever wanted to cry about it but tears don't come 

Have you ever wanted to change it, I wish I could 

Im rushing the day I can find myself and throw away The Renegade for good. 

He's all in my head, I had to give him a name. 

I thought he was just in the comics, but is infesting my brain. 

So I'm gonna just stand in the corner and be quiet. 

And let him do the talking in the dead of the silence. 

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