Despondency Lyrics - Singles - Abyssic Hate

My visions are all clouded 

I see nothing but red 

This hatred has now congealed to a near climatic state 

Why do I remain here to weaken through the years? 

I am so confused - my soul dies all the while 

I don't wish to co-exist with this feeble human race 

I don't feel the need to be infected with the disease called "life" 

A state of mental grief causes my mind great pain 

In this emotional state 

I suffer from despondency 

Violent and murderous thoughts 

Form deep inside my mind 

Dwelling on these sights to the point where I'm insane 

Why do I remain alive when I only wish to die? 

I am so distressed - my soul rots all the while 

I'm surrounded by life-loving shapes that exist without a choice 

Your fears of death are covered up by the words "Suicide is weak" 

Released from the grip of life's burdening chains 

My body devoid of blood and unable to embrace pain 

With death I'll grow in strength and might 

Fading away without remorse 

With death I'll leave this weakened earth 

To become at one with the night 

With death I'll grow in strength and might 

Fading away without remorse 

With death I'll leave this weakened earth 

I am at one with the night