How Low Lyrics - Searching For A Former Clarity - Against Me!

Well, I wake up around four or five 

Eat, shower, and get dressed in about an hour's time 

Take my vitamins, check my messages 

And call around to some friends 

Make plans for dinner and drinks sometime after nine 

Well, I'm definitely going to call it in early tonight 

I need to dry out and take some time to clear my mind 

Now before you know it, here I am again 

Fucking two in the morning 

Standing in a bar with a drink in hand 

How low can you go 

Before you can't turn around? 

Now seriously, this is my last and final time 

Well, I'm making some big, big changes in my life 

No, you won't catch me down here again 

Waiting to score, sweaty money palmed into my hand 

What the fuck are you cutting this with anyway? 

Because I have got some really big plans 

And today's the day I'm putting them into action 

But before you know it, here I am again 

Fucking 6 in the morning 

Rolled up dollar bill in my hand 

How low can you go 

Before you can't turn around? 

And I'm sick of feeling like I'm losing my mind 

Sick of doing the same things night after night 

Sick of self loathing and self absorption 

Self destructive narcissism 

I'm sick to death of being constantly fucking sick of 

I don't know who I can trust 

Thought there was us, now there is no one