Bitter End Lyrics - Agathodaimon

Once I sat down and pondered 

About a sense I have wondered 

I have searched my deep, inner core 

And I said... to think I shall not anymore... 

The thought has aged me whole 

It ruined body, mind and soul 

Oh, thoughtless if I'd been born 

Couldn't wail, nor could I've been torn 

Fetid thought, spawning curse 

I shouldn't invoke thee anymore 

Only pain and suffering you brought 

The worst disappointment you are 

I'd want to live without knowing 

In this world or in it's following 

Since then, misanthropy 

My alibi you should be 

And when the grand dark hour falls 

I'd be far from mankind's calls 

Into the great wide I would dive 

Unaware if I am dead or alive! 

Once I sat down and pondered 

About a sense I have wondered 

I have searched my deep, inner core 

And I said... to think I shall not anymore... 

Fetid thought, spawning curse 

I shouldn't invoke thee anymore 

Only pain and suffering you brought 

The worst disappointment you are