Purgatorying 3 Lyrics - Alanis Morissette

I've held you up like a deity 

like you're the sole owner of wings 

this unrequited tunnel vision 

and I wonder why I've not been writing 

don't disturb me in this state 

please keep me purgatorying 

I'll be damned if I'm to wake 

this is far more than - than I have bargained for 

I'll be damned if I'm to wake 

this is far more than I'm equipped for