These R The Thoughts Lyrics - Alanis Morissette

These are the thoughts that go through my head in my 

Backyard on a Sunday afternoon when I have the house to 

Myself and I'm not expending all that energy on fighting with 

My boyfriend 

Is he the one that I will marry? why is it so hard to be 

Objective about myself? why do I feel cellularly alone? am I 

Supposed to live in this crazy city? can blindly continued fear- 

Induced regurgitated life-denying tradition be overcome? 

Where does the money go that I send to those in need? if we 

Have so much why do some people have nothing still? why do I 

Feel frantic when I first wake up in the morning? why do you 

Say you are spiritual yet you treat people like shit? 

How can you say you're close to god and yet you talk behind 

My back as though I am not a part of you? why do I say I'm fine 

When it's obvious I'm not? why's it so hard to tell you 

What I want? why can't you just read my mind? 

Why do I fear that the quieter I am the less you will listen? 

Why do I care whether you like me or not? why is it so hard 

For me to be angry? why is it such work to stay conscious and 

So easy to get stuck and not the other way around? 

Will I ever move back to canada? can I be with a lover with 

Whom I am a student and a master? why am I encouraged to 

Shut my mouth when it gets too close to home? why cannot I 

Live in the moment?