Shutdown Lyrics - The War Of Art - American Head Charge

the trait that is still 

left on the killing floor for you 

that smile as he still 

itches for killing more of you 

the taste as he still 

catches me lasting to it 

the recoil they still 

dream of that lasting spit 

are you 

shutdown in it 

shut my eyes only once 

brought me back up for nothing 

yet it always seems like 

I live in the shit 

I make it bleed 

I wont ever quit 

I cause the need 

lying in my bed 

telling me your scared 

of me when Im god 

of me when Im dead 

the temptation still 

passses me lying for it only 

false reminders still 

drown myself trying for it only 

reaching upwards still 

squashes me under it 

its only god still 

seizing my final breath 

are you 

shutdown in it 

shut my eyes only once 

brought me back up for nothing 

yet it always seems like 

Im drawn into it 

I cant belong 

such a perfect fit 

I wont be wrong 

holding on in vein 

telling me your scared 

of me when Im god 

of me when Im dead 

I live in the shit 

I make it bleed 

I wont ever quit 

I cause the need 

lying in my bed 

telling me your scared 

of me when Im god 

of me when Im dead 

love me when Im god 

love me when Im dead 

dead 

I dont want to be shutdown