Big Bird Lyrics - Singles - Andrew Jackson Jihad

I'm afraid of the way that I live my life 

I'm afraid of the way I don't 

I'm afraid of the things that I wanna do, but I won't 

I'm afraid of God, I'm afraid to believe 

And I'm afraid of all the loved ones that I've made leave 

I'm afraid that my dog doesn't love me anymore 

I'm afraid of the social laziness 

That let Kitty Genovese die 

And I'm afraid of the mob mentality 

That makes otherwise normal people go blind 

I'm afraid of the way that the world works 

And I'm afraid of the words in my mouth works 

I'm afraid that you all know that I am a pervert 

But the big red bird that lives under the city 

Doesn't give a damn about me, and it dies every night 

By burning alive 

I'm afraid of my grandfather's cancer 

And I'm afraid of my mom's dying arm 

I'm afraid that I've somehow caused my family harm 

I'm afraid that the ones I love won't have enough 

I'm afraid that the ones I love won't have enough 

It's harder to be yourself 

Than it is to be anybody else 

I wish I were a little less of a coward 

But the big red bird that lives under the city 

Doesn't give a damn about me, and it dies every night 

So, I bought a knife 

I am alive