So What Lyrics - Revelling / Reckoning - Ani Difranco

who's gonna give a shit 

who's gonna take the call 

when you find out that the road ahead 

is painted on a wall 

and you're turned up to top volume 

and you're just sitting there in pause 

with your feral little secret 

scratching at you with its claws 

and you're trying hard to figure out 

just exactly how you feel 

before you end up parked and sobbing 

forehead on the steering wheel 

who are you now 

and who were you then 

that you thought somehow 

you could just pretend 

that you could figure it all out 

the mathematics of regret 

so it takes two beers to remember now 

and five to forget 

that i loved you so 

yeah, i loved you, so what 

how many times undone 

can one person be 

as they're careening through the facade 

of their favorite fantasy 

you just close your eyes slowly 

like you're waiting for a kiss 

and hope some lowly little power 

will pull you out of this 

but none comes at first 

and little comes at all 

and when inspiration finally hits you 

it barely even breaks your fall 

who were you then 

and who are you 

now that you can't pretend 

that you can figure it all out 

subtract out the impact 

and the fall is all you get 

so it takes two beers to remember now 

and three more to forget 

that i loved you so 

yeah, i loved you, so what 

i loved you 

so what