Murrain Lyrics - Singles - Ashengrace

in the dark of night I watch the shadows loom 

the entity waits in the corners watching my every move 

a knock at the door, a break in the waiting, an end to the silence 

an end to the hopes and remains 

I turn to the light and open the door 

but cannot break the static sound 

and all my actions amount to nothing 

whether giving up, or giving in, or never coming down 

all the dreams I had to give were all the things you disdained 

what used to be mine became yours in the end 

what used to be pure had become so murrain 

and the spirit of hope 

lies hopelessly still 

the hurting will heal 

but the heart never will 

the dreams that I share 

are the first things they take 

sometimes I believe 

I was god's first mistake 

I don't believe in progress, I don't believe in change 

I don't have anything you'd want to steal 

I don't believe in god, I don't believe in love 

and I don't believe I can feel 

with cheshire cat smiles she shattered this trust 

we used to have gold but it soon became dust 

set course on the waves and unfurled my sails 

what used to be hope, just one more reason to fail