Deep In Your Subconscious Lyrics - Atrocity

Lying there in a small crib 

Naked and innocent 

Just loosing my virginity 

Only four years old 

A menacing man above me 

He's my own father 

My legs and arms are limp 

Crushed by confusion 

Lascivious eyes stare at me 

I've never seen before 

Musty smell in the air 

Diffusing body odor 

Feeling like a pig ravished and abused 

Praying for my god 

The old man with the long beard 

A hurting abdomen, a grieved soul 

Tears are running from my eyes 

I don't know what's going on 

Cries, screams from despair 

Father slaps my face 

"Shut up little cunt" 

Feeling like a pig 

Ravished and abused 

Praying for my god 

The old man with the long beard 

Satisfaction - father is groaning 

Humiliation - treated like a shiftheap 

Observation - my brain is empty 

Anxiety - fear in my eyes 

Inbreeding - my body is deseased 

Shame - mother won't be told 

Some human beings are repulsive animals 

Alter a while - he pain is over 

Disgusting - full of serous mucus 

Genitals - blood runs from legs 

An ugly smile - my father leaves the room 

Misery - I'm feeling sick 

Depression - I clasp Teddy in my arms 

Loneliness - nobody who helps 

Some human beings are repulsive animals 

First you tried to repress 

then you established: 

this nightmare will ever be 

Deep in your subconscious