Defeated Intellect Lyrics - Atrocity

I left cocaine - going insane 

my first time - I want to try 

I lock the door - I'm really sure 

Now I'm alone - the needle in my skin 

Defeated intellect - I lost my mind 

I know all dangers - but I need more 

I inject - now it's too late 

Fantastic feelings - coming to ecstasy 

Lying in the room - she closes her eyes 

Fast raving blood - in her veins 

Falling apart - total dilirium 

Point of no return - shall overcome 

There is no serious reason 

To give up my dicision 

I live my life today 

I give a shit on any corollary 

Step by step you go on, 

leave your life in death's hand 

Your body is shaking, freezing, perspiring 

Opening your eyes, having reveries 

Walls lock like ice, cold and glinting 

The shinning sun, reflected lights 

Senseless thoughts, nameless words 

You cannot act, you have no will 

Controlled by poison, suddenly you scream 

Father returns:"Get on your knees!" 

Breathing heavily - oppressive atmosphere 

Whispering voices - in your ears 

Having red eyeballs - and a dry tongue 

attack of giddiness - head is going round 

People on the streets - walk, rush and speak 

Eat, drink, consume - money takes control 

They don't care - about you 

No time to think - no help for you