Before Lyrics - Ayo

Today I just don't feel as good as I felt yesterday 

My mind is trapped in thoughts, there ain't no back door to escape 

Everything was good before I started to feel that way 

Before I slammed the door, before I cursed, 

Before I scratched my face 

Before the rain, before the hurting 

Before the lies, the distrust, the madness, 

Before the pain 

When will these old wounds of mine stop bleeding? 

And how long does it take before I start to heal? 

After each time I break down, it's like my heart stopped beating 

That's after the break outs, after the shouts, after the drain 

After the rain, after the hurting 

After the abuse, after the blues, 

After I took off and threw my shoes 

After the bruise, after the refuse, 

After me freaking out and breaking loose 

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