You Deserve This Lyrics - Bad Astronaut

Short story from the one who wrote this 

And you're a stranger they know well 

You read their mind and left your life an open book 

Now you wanna die in some hotel 

You deserve this 

God damn, in some respect you've earned it 

Who wants to change this bogus world? 

Hey mom it's me or someone on our window sill 

Yell I ain't disturbing your quiet numb 

If something gets lost 

If something breaks, I'll be wide awake 

Not that this revelation's changing anyone at all 

And all of your new friends, they seem boundless 

And all of that money spends you flat 

I'm sure that something bad will come of this review 

Some past due like karma or revenge 

I deserve this