Where Have You Been Lyrics - Beanie Sigel

Damn how am I gonna say this shit, hey 

Hey Dad, yeah it's your boy 

Remember me, I wanna talk to you scrap 

I remember being kicked out the house, 'cause I looked just like you 

Said I'd be nothing but a crook just like you 

The niggaz in the hood was shook where the just like you 

'Cause all they said was little whitey look, I'm just like you 

But dog I can't see it at all, shit, we never kicked it at all 

We never pitched or kicked at a ball 

Dog, you never taught me shit, how to fight, ride a bike, fix the flat 

None of that sorts of shit, nigga you was an abusive pops 

Fuck you left me out to dry, stuck 

Gotta teach news to box, gotta teach news to block 

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And that ain't the half of it man, I gotta teach news to block 

It's about time we have a father to son nigga sit down 

Sit down let me tell you 'bout your fatherless sons 

How they grew to be men and father they sons 

Father they daughters, nigga, you left a fatherless daughter 

Never follow your orders 

Nigga you make me sick, pussy you could, ooh 

How you gonna leave these memories in the back of my mind 

I can see it clear as day you smackin' my mom 

I 'member that day you showed me that gat, that 9 

Put it in my palm when I was young 

And said that would be mine, you turned me out 

The reason why I hit the block 

Reason why I tried to hit them cops 

Reason why I started hittin' shots 

Reason why I started gettin' licked 

And drinkin' syrup and skippin' court 

Ginger bread man never think of gettin' caught 

Look at your hand man damn you fought, nigga you left my mom 

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Left us with no goodbye's, you left us out to dry 

You left us with no letters, notes, nothing, no replies 

No digits numbers was unlisted 

You left us with some of my loneliest night 

Nigga some of my hungriest nights 

Shit, one of the reasons for years, shit embarrasin' 

Damn we used to think money was white 

Yeah you gave us life like, fruit from a plant 

We ain't eat right from them foods from them stamps 

And to think you was my pop, man I gotta stop shit 

Daddy, where have you been? 

And when you come home, you got us here all alone 

Mommy, where daddy went? 

You always stick up for him 

Always said you'd make up for him 

Mommy, what happened then? 

What was you cheatin' on him? 

Why he's always beatin' on you? 

Daddy, where have you been? 

Nigga, you gonna hear me out 

I wanted to walk just like him, remember? 

Wanted to talk just like him word, often Momma said I look too much 

And I thought just like him it could happen 

Wanted to drink miller nips and smoke new ports just like you 

But you left me, now I'm goin' to court just like you 

I would say, "My Daddy loves me and he'll never go away" 

Bullshit, do you even remember December's my birthday? 

Do you even remember the tender boy 

You turned into a cold young man with one goal and one plan 

Get Mommy out of some jam, she was always in one 

Always short with the income, always late with the rent 

You said that you was comin' through 

I would stay in the hallway, waitin' 

Always playin' the bench, waitin' 

And that day came and went 

Fuck You! Very much you showed me the worst kind of pain 

But I'm stronger and trust me I will never hurt again 

Will never ask mommy "Why Daddy don't love me? 

Why is we so poor, why is life so ugly? 

Mommy why is your eyes puffy? 

Please don't cry everything'll be alright 

I know it's dark now, but we gon' see the light 

It's us against the world, we don't need him, right? Right" 

Mommy drivin' 6's now yeah, I got riches now yeah 

I bought I nice home for both of my sisters now 

We doin' real good, we don't miss you now 

See how life twists around, fucker? 

Daddy, where have you been? 

And when you come home, you got us here all alone 

Mommy, where daddy went? 

You always stick up for him 

Always said you'd make up for him 

Mommy, what happened then? 

What was you cheatin' on him? 

Why he's always beatin' on you? 

Daddy, where have you been? 

Nigga, you gonna hear me out