Fear Lyrics - Blaze

Visions of my childred wiping tear from open eyes 

As they Kneel baside my coffin family say their last goodbyes 

But ita the faces of my babies got me trippin thankin god for breath 

Expressions filled with pain has got me strappin on the vest 

And I know that I aint living right I hang on borrowed time 

And this life's gome leave them bastards cause they pops has got to grind 

Little mouths have got to eat so I hug them hit the streets 

Spittin time with them and money got me feelin incomplete 

And I aint scared of any mothafucka fight the flames of hell 

But a child without his dad has got me hiding in my shell 

Got me shikin in my boots to see them face this world alone 

Are the strong enough to cope stuck in half a fuckin home 

As I lay them down to sleep its all on me their soul to keep 

And if I die before I wake I pray to 

God he's up there waitin 

With an army full of angels strapped with gats cause 

I'm defying 

Since I first became o father only fear I have is dying 

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This situation has got me losting sleep 

I can not eat 

Im feeling weak the fear has got me 

On my knees 

The fear has got me 

This situation has got me losting sleep 

I can not eat 

Im feeling weak the fear has got me 

On my knees 

The fear has got me 

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(Blaze) 

After all that I have ever done 

And all that you will ever see for life 

Death beyond the grave 

How will they remember me 

I only fear the lost of my voice 

When its gone 

The only noise is the pen 

Im a writer by choice 

I can cut my tounge clean off 

And smoke myself toothless 

I still be on the mic 

Spittin shit they call ruthless 

The truth is 

I go deaf dumb and blind in one ear 

And be the dopes deaf dumb blind guy you ever hear 

I aint scared of dyin 

Death I've been there 

The pine box for many years 

My return aint bull aint no reincarnation 

Get lost in translation 

This situation has got me losting sleep 

I can not eat 

Im feeling weak the fear has got me 

On my knees 

The fear has got me 

This situation has got me losting sleep 

I can not eat 

Im feeling weak the fear has got me 

On my knees 

The fear has got me 

(Monoxide) 

Eyes open but I dont remember much 

I try to focus but the light is bright as fuck 

I go to sit up but Im strapped and stuck 

Stuck panic cant say nothin 

Like my jaw is wired shut 

How the fuck did get to where I am is still a mystery 

My memories not assistin me 

As I lay here in misery 

Literally hopin some body would give me some kind of time 

Im I dead of alive 

Is this a dream or a sign 

Is there a chance I can find my mind and rewind 

But paint me behind blinds and find somethin 

Its like a game but nobody told me we were playin 

And the fact that I dont know if Im alive and sane 

And inside my brain only one thing remains 

The fear of no knowing paralyzes all most everthin 

An second can be my last breath 

And my best guess is nothin with on memories left 

Im sorry 

This situation has got me losting sleep 

I can not eat 

Im feeling weak the fear has got me 

On my knees 

The fear has got me 

This situation has got me losting sleep 

I can not eat 

Im feeling weak the fear has got me 

On my knees 

The fear has got me