In Black Lyrics - R.i.p. - Blindside

i inhale take it in the hate the anger 

it clouds my thinking it pulls me under 

further further my eyes lose sight 

my ears grow deaf my mouth is gagged 

i exhale get rid of confusion 

returning my focus i try to keep my grip 

closer closer lights come on 

to kill the black festering inside 

i inhale i choke i exhale i choke 

i crawl you kick i choke on hope 

if i, swallow everything that you give 

to me i would vomit on this world 

i see your delight in my mistakes 

using my shortcomings to your full advantage 

you're full i'm empty the story old and stale 

a thousand times over torn to laugh 

as i sit crying whining in selfishness