Pitiful Lyrics - Silence - Blindside

As I recall with my stomach turning 

I was hiding away from myself, away from you 

Like nothing, though something was terribly wrong 

And I admit that I was only waiting for the right time 

Night time, the right moment for you to look away 

Though you never did, I pretended for a while 

So I could walk where I don't belong 

And I remember every word you said 

Come back in time, come back 

And I remember I would soon be dead 

Now so pitiful, so pitiful 

But I know, as I hammered those nails into your beautiful hands 

Your eyes still try to search for mine, but I look away 

Now your eyes are the only thing that can save me 

I'm still so afraid of them piercing 

You're breaking into my prison, 

Just pretended for a while 

My soul is dying 

I won't look away 

And I remember every word you said...