Jaded Lyrics - Blood For Blood

This is my rat race 

I'm alone and lost to this world 

Happiness is something I can't afford 

Thoughts of what could have been never entered 

my mind cause there's nothing there when I began 

I tried to fit in but failed 

Like a speeding train I've derailed 

I've gone down the useless path that's only heading 

for the sacred nowhere land 

Don't want to see you smile 

Jealousy and envy boils inside my head 

The pressures of life have tripled since I became a fuckin man 

Don't feel whole inside 

I'm alone 

Better of if I had died 

I'm alone 

I raise my hands to the sky 

I'm alone 

And ask god why am I still alive 

Lady luck turned her back on me 

I'm alone 

Opportunity never knocked on my door 

I'm alone 

Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry 

I'm alone 

I'm alone 

I'm alone 

Never needed anyone 

I'm alone 

I'm alone 

I'm alone 

I accept my destiny 

Being ignored has spurned in me 

Contempt for anyone that I see 

There's no cure for what I've got 

I've tried and fight but the pin is nonstop 

I'd isolate myself but necessity had locked me in 

It's like a fuckin sin 

It's here where I belong and where I've always been 

Don't feel whole inside 

I'm alone 

Better of if I had died 

I'm alone 

I raise my hands to the sky 

I'm alone 

And ask god why am I still alive 

Lady luck turned her back on me 

I'm alone 

Opportunity never knocked on my door 

I'm alone 

Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry 

I'm alone 

I'm alone 

I'm alone 

Never needed anyone 

I'm alone 

I'm alone 

I'm alone 

I accept my destiny