Waiting For The Moment Lyrics - Blood For Blood

Long lonely nights 

My thoughts are a mess 

I know what I want but what I want I can't get 

Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry 

And I think off all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life 

Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me 

The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom 

Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die 

Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me 

The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom 

Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die 

My childhood memories are a pain ingrained in me 

To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind 

I've lost I've lost too many times 

I've failed I've failed in society's eyes 

Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me 

Long lonely nights 

My thoughts are a mess 

I've known what I want but what I want I couldn't get 

Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry 

And I think of all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life 

Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me 

The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom 

Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die 

Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me 

The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom 

Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die 

To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind 

I try to better myself but the rush and stress of life 

seems to have pushed everyone ahead and left me behind 

I've lost I've lost too many times 

I've failed I've failed in society's eyes 

Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me 

Long painful nights 

My thoughts are a mess 

My thoughts have become one 

I want to end it now 

I want to take all those I hate with me on a journey of pain tonight 

There won't be any thing you can do about it 

cause when I decide it's time it'll be time for all to pay 

It's the only way the only way for my conscience and soul to rest at ease 

I belong nowhere 

Outcast 

I belong nowhere 

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