Sunny December Lyrics - Hold On - Bombadil

Love 

is a disease 

it infects what you believe about yourself and the others you need 

and love is not kind it won't smile and it won't shine 

it isn't there when you need it 

you can't save it and you can't delete it 

and love is cruel and unforgiving 

and love is usually unwilling to give you back what you've been building 

it will scorch the earth just 'cause you're tilling it 

and like a cat that you've been petting for every day of every single week 

but when you need it and you're feeling weak 

all it really wants to do is fall asleep 

because love is vicious and love is spiteful but also love also just doesn't care 

so you can fight it 

but when you strike at it 

it will just vanish like it was never there 

but believe me it's still there 

not in your shoes or heart or hair 

'cause I've looked in all the obvious places and still haven't found it anywhere 

but when I find it I will kill it 

so that I can get on with my life 

and regain composure of my posture and control of the thoughts in my own mind 

because love, will break you apart 

But now hate is accessible and 

jealousy is free 

bitterness is easy and blame comes even easier for me and lust is a game that you will always will lose 

but who minds losing when each level has new contestants for you to choose 

and you can yell out "okay I'm finished 

now I wanna win" 

well too bad 'cause winning's not up to you 

all you can do is choose when to begin 

to start losing something different 

shaped vaguely like pride 

but much bigger and much heavier and much much easier to find 

and once you give that away you will know 

by the sickness in your stomach and the numbness in your toes 

because love, will break you apart 

and love, will break you apart 

and love, will break you apart 

love, is hard