Suffering Lyrics - Punkinhed - Boondox

She lies awake for days suffering in misery 

No one to hold her close and give her what she really needs 

Blood flows like a busted nose 

Red fluid drains down and it stains your clothes 

No rest no strength ain't been fed in days 

Down in the cellar kept you locked away 

My one true love and I said I adored you 

Walks in the parks so I never ignored you 

We held hands in the dark as the band played 

Looked you in you eyes told you never to be afraid 

I knew it wouldn't last but I wanted you forever 

Had to find a way for us to stay together 

That's when it happened and the thoughts came clear 

A smile on my face as i whispered in your ear 

Come walk with me come walk into the night 

Sip champagne with me lay beside the candle light 

I took her hand and the last word said 

I made her mine forever with a blow to the head 

She lies awake for days suffering in misery 

No one to hold her close and give her what she really needs 

I know I want to see here be with her all throught the night 

And so I'm waiting for her last goodbye 

It was a song walk her over my shoulder 

Thinking about the moments and the things tat I told her 

Throught the swamp through the fields 

Past an old barn I never felt so alive my baby in my arms 

I looked down at the ground I saw her blood drop 

Had to get her back fast couldn't lose her on the trip 

So many things that I needed us to do 

I call it love others might call it taboo 

But I don't give a fuck her happiness is all I need 

Pleasure that she's looking for when I make her bleed 

Down on her knees praying for the first injection 

Loving is to suffer have her praying for the resurrection 

At my doorstep sat her down let us in 

Looked in her pretty face wiped the blood from her chin 

Over the threshold i swept this girl right off her feet 

The time is getting near for thsi fairytale to be complete 

She lies awake for days suffering in misery 

No one to hold her close or give her what she really needs 

I know I want to see here be with her all throught the night 

And so I'm waiting for her last goodbye 

Down the stairs around the corner to her new home 

Coming to her senses and she's knowing something's going up 

Eyes glazed she looked at me as if to say 

Tell me what you've done and please make this all go away 

But no words no sound from her precious lips 

She reached and touched me softly with her broken bloody fingertips 

The tear fell reality was sinking in 

In utter shock and disbelief at this unforgiven sin 

The smell of death like a reminder echoes through the walls 

Knowing that she sits all alone down those darkened halls 

I want to hold her touch her lay beside her never leave 

But the sadness on her face will never let it be 

And so she sits and stares just waiting for her final breath 

A mix of love and broken heart wishing for her death 

And on this night I sit here waiting for the end 

When i can walk those darkened halls and be with her again 

She lies awake for days in misery 

No one to hold her close or give her what she really needs 

I know I want to see here be with her all throught the night 

and so I'm waiting for her last goodbye