Better Me Lyrics - Brandon Arreaga

[Intro] 

Lately I been feelin' 

I've been puttin' on a show 

Try to turn away 

But I can't seem to let it go' 

Feelin' like the devil's got his hands around my throat 

I'm choking, choking, broken 

Wish I could say that 

I knew where this would go 

Before the start of something 

I couldn't control 

I feel like the devil's got his hands around my throat 

Choking, choking, I'm broken 

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[Verse 1] 

See I ain't got it all together 

People lookin' at me like I got the answers (I don't) 

Walking through the city with my head up 

But I'm still feelin' the pressure 

And when I say that I'm okay 

I'm really not though (not though) 

I try to cover up the pain 

I gotta stop though (stop though) 

'Cause I don't wanna lose 

Everything that I got so 

I'm gonna try to make it right 

[Refain] 

Gonna try to fix my life 

Gonna fight to survive 

Ain't gonna listen to the lies 

I'm just gonna fight 

And if I die, that's okay 

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[Verse 2] 

I know where I'm going 

At the end of the day 

If only I could keep myself together 

For a change 

This is not the party that I wanna show up late to 

Gotta know it's not a game against you 

Rather with you 

Only if you choose to 

I ain't one to point fingers 

'cause I got my own issues 

Try to lay it out 

Try not to confuse you 

I'm not who I wanna be 

I'm not like I used to be 

Who I used to be 

Wish I could remember how I used to live 

[Chorus] 

Lately I've been thinking 

'bout the words I've said 

Things i did 

I can do better 

Lately I been feelin' 

I've been puttin' on a show 

Try to turn away 

But I can't seem to let it go' 

Feelin' like the devil's got his hands around my throat 

I'm choking, choking, choking 

Wish I could say that 

I knew where this would go 

Before the start of something 

I couldn't control 

I feel like the devil's got his hands around my throat 

Choking, choking, I'm broken 

[Verse 3] 

I ain't finished 

No I've got some unfinished business 

History ain't short 

But I'm tired of keeping secrets 

Tired of walking 'round with people 

Who don't know the difference 

Tired of vibin' with people that don't know the business 

But I ain't tryna lose my show 

I know it's hard to keep it 

Ain't gon' let my observations get the best of me 

I wanna see a better me 

That what I wanna see 

I wanna see a better me 

I ain't got time to flee 

[Verse 4] 

That's for the market 

That ain't gon' be a part of me 

I'm gonna stop it 

The part of me that are losin' sleep 

'Cause I ain't had it 

Yeah I've been staying up for weeks 

I know it's bad 

But I ain't seen no one stopping me 

I only see what I wanna see 

It's bad for me (bad for me) 

I only go when they needed me 

Emergency 

I only want what I don't need 

When will i realize 

All I need is what I can't see 

[Verse 5] 

It takes a week 

Before I'm back doing the same thing 

You'd think I learned 

But I guess I can't see clearly 

'Cause while my vision is up 

'Cause I ain't givin it up 

I'm holding back because I know about the things that I've done 

[Hook] 

When will I trust in them 

When will I love again 

Hope it doesn't take me 

Losing everything to realize 

He's enough again 

Oh I wanna be in love with him 

I wanna come back home again 

[Chorus] 

'Cause Lately I been feelin' 

I've been puttin' on a show 

Try to turn away 

But I can't seem to let it go' 

Feelin' like the devil's got his hands around my throat 

I'm choking, choking, I'm broken 

Wish I could say that 

I knew where this would go 

Before the start of something 

I couldn't control 

I feel like the devil's got his hands around my throat 

Choking, choking, I'm broken 

I wanna see a better me 

Better me