Beautiful Lyrics - Singles - Cadaverous Condition

"this is my heaven and this is my hell" 

where are the depths that make me fall into 

where is the walk that me me fall with you 

where are the depths, at them I stare 

where is the walk that made me dare 

where are those impressions that I knew 

now all I have are memories of you 

where are those eyes, so near 

where is sometime ago 

I crucify my sadness 

but just like Jesus it remains 

I bury my tears 

but I know the seeds are fertile 

passion isn't everlasting 

thoughts rise anyway 

I set my memories on fire 

will -o'- the wisps never guide a way 

fifty five years ago a god departed 

today another life for me has started 

I drown in my own sorrow, revel in my mind 

I let my tears rain down on me and say it's beautiful 

the eyes, here and now and I die 

filled with tears born in your eyes, I don't cry 

delirium, on your side, pass away 

oh please don't take it all away