You Should Be Hated Here Lyrics - Songs About Leaving - Carissa's Wierd

They're all surrounding 

We're both hoping 

Failing slowly 

Attempting one thing to stand up 

With dignity 

To walk away 

(Never thought I could do anything right 

Didn't mean to say that you were wrong) 

Do the time to prove it all 

The new lines 

Wrapped my eyes around 

The scars upon my head 

Were only meant to spell apologies 

This night is guaranteed to all turn black 

With memories that haunt the past 

There's a ten point deer that someone said was impossible to find 

Until you find it on the freeway standing stupid looking blind 

I'm only here to fall apart 

You've been angry from the start 

But I know these trainwrecks happen all the time 

Everything no one knows 

You should be hated here by now 

This was the prettiest lie that I told tonight 

It's been the prettiest lie that I told all year 

The unmade bed inside the room 

Where I don't feel comfortable at all 

Where blankets stare at me for hours 

And I stare right back so self righteously 

It could be now 

And I don't feel proud 

I'm so sorry now 

I'm sorry now 

And it all comes down to composure that's been lost 

When it all comes down to composure that's been lost