Choke Lyrics - So Far From Real - Cauterize

There's nothing that I can say to make you want to stay here with me forever. There's nothing that I can do to make you want me like I need you to. I need you to. 

Just give me one last chance to say this. Just give me one last chance to say what's on my mind and I will get it right. If I could only get my head above the water for a moment of your time. But you seem so strong and I can't hold my breath for long. Have you ever tried to scream under water? You'll choke. 

You said I always sang too loud to sing you a love song. Well I save my soft voice for the things I really mean. You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind. Well, here it goes: I hate you for what you've done to me. 

When the last word's been said and the last tear's been shed, I will miss you, miss you my friend. And I can't tell you lies. Even after all these years I still cry.