Void In My Life Lyrics - The Sound Of Revenge - Chamillionaire

When I look back at my life 

I realize, realize something ain't right 

I'm missing You Lord, in my life make it right 

I got something to decide 

Just wanna make, wanna make everything right 

'Cause there's a huge void 

A huge void in my life make it right 

I'm staring up at the Pope, it soak it up while he spoke it 

Mesmerized and repeated, like he the author that wrote it 

The broads are the ones I love just don't wanna be the corporate 

So waiting for death to approach this take the time to say no sis 

I don't hate ya, for having these little seeds 

At 17, best believe they're a beautiful breeze 

Of fresh air when their's nothing else I usually need 

Just a smile look at 'em now hoping you just believe 

And my broad been in place forever I'm gone but I'm chasing cheddar 

Been gone could of kept it going with a poem or a basic letter 

But naw I just hate to tell her try hard but I didn't let her 

The groupies get at your boy but you're my Cinderella 

Look girl we can make it better but there's a gift and a curse 

While you healing a nigga feelings, yours are usually hurt 

It ain't amount of cash on earth to match what you really worth 

Know your turf has been the church that's where you put in work 

And you put in overtime because you know the sign 

And most danger that I've been lately rap is mo' than rhymes 

But you still hold me down I'ma do way mo' this time 

Got some time that I need to manage girl you know that's right 

And that's speaken like a true deacon 'cause even to see you sleeping 

That comfortably ain't enough for me anything that you needing 

I'll cease anything that squeaks and cease any sink that leaks 

Ain't nothing gon' interrupt, your sleep deep into them sheets and peep 

When I look back at my life 

I realize, realize something ain't right 

I'm missing You Lord, in my life make it right 

I got something to decide 

Just wanna make, wanna make everything right 

'Cause there's a huge void 

A huge void in my life make it right 

How your father call the police, have your mama put in the jail 

When the arguments always started and ended up in a cell 

Hard to it was the thought of this ring that you use to wear 

As I darted out the apartment and pawned it to get the bail 

Argument after argument drama wasn't hitting well 

Target it ain't no harm in it smart so I didn't tell 

God that it was the hardest yeah life was a living hell 

Spent part of it steady dodging it charging off in the trails 

Father say he a Muslim your mama say she a Christian 

The Bible or the Koran which one would you be picking 

The cards are in your palm ain't really no use in tripping 

Be true to the one you choose ain't really no use in switching 

Yeah they gon' have to be mad at us choice is something I had to trust 

Standing up 'cause I had enough for my blessings not adding up 

Take too many things for granted right after that metal gedal bust 

Somebody's life is missing that's when the spirit grabbing us 

When I look back at my life 

I realize, realize something ain't right 

I'm missing You Lord, in my life make it right 

I got something to decide 

Just wanna make, wanna make everything right 

'Cause there's a huge void 

A huge void in my life make it right 

A religion is what you missing someone tell me how can it 

Make people panic mention God and all the weak people vanish 

Take God your woman and your family even your own life for granted 

Until you slanted on the planet with your face in the granite 

And I won't have it I don't wanna see my coaching divided 

So I decided to remind it there's a choice and provide it 

So put your ego to the side soon as you standing beside it 

Raise your right hand and let the spirit know it's invited 

Don't need to fight it I just wanna make it right 'fore they bury me 

'Cause the truth is like therapy plus my conscience is tearing me 

Into pieces as deadly was dealt was not even fair to me 

To the soldiers that passed in the game we missing you terribly 

Thank my family especially in my mind like telepathy 

Staying humbles the recipe keep my faith and he blessing me 

I use the energy left in me to make sure they respecting me 

Walk the steps of my destiny like I know he protecting me 

I'm a leader believe the people won't get to see less of me 

No they won't see the death of me or no police arresting me 

I live life so successfully and just show 'em the best of me 

On another level mentally this position was meant for me 

When I look back at my life 

I realize, realize something ain't right 

I'm missing you Lord, in my life make it right 

I got something to decide 

Just wanna make, wanna make everything right 

'Cause there's a huge void 

A huge void in my life make it right, my life 

Chamillitary Mayne