Father's Day Lyrics - Chino Xl

Question, why're we on the fourth floor? 

I asked her mother, but we both or weren't sure yet 

This is where the doctor said that we should go 

Holding my child, she's 10 months old 

The hospital was so cold 

Definitely ruining all of our holiday plans of beach sands 

Filling out some bland paperwork with shaky hands (lost) 

Seeing little children stricken with a certain sickness 

Clutch my baby a little tighter reflect of nervous feelings 

A whole hour passed, we starting to lose patience 

Humbled by the thoughts of patients lost in this situation (what's going on?) 

Here comes a nurse, not knowing that we should fear the worst 

Seen the doctor's mouth moving, couldn't even hear the words 

This isn't happening to you, 

I'm like Superman 

And I could protect you from anything, I was really scared (serious) 

I realized what I heard but not prepared for 

The sentence that the doctor said, "Your daughter has cancer" 

I will take my life right now 

If you would save my child 

I'd change my life for her 

This is my solemn vow 

No more chemo in her veins 

And no more screams of pain (I pray) 

This is a father's shame 

That I can't save you from everything 

It hit me so hard, that I could barely stand up (my world stopped) 

Then the flowers and balloons and the cards came 

Prayers many hours, knees bruised all in God's name (hurt so much) 

If only my feeble hands could remove this neuroblastoma tumor from your adrenal glands (helpless) 

Why you?! Why now? It didn't feel fair 

Your grandma shed tears, you lost your hair 

It's unbelievable little Bella was that strong 

And inconceivable we lived in the hospital that long (forever) 

Protecting your immune system from contaminants 

You had to wear a medical mask, can't give my kid a kiss (imagine) 

I learned to envision your face growing getting older 

Envisioned you driving your first car and getting your diploma 

Envisioned your wedding, your husband better be a soldier 

A little girl sick like you died two row's over (Eva) 

I will take my life right now 

If you would save my child 

I'd change my life for her 

This is my solemn vow 

No more chemo in her veins 

And no more screams of pain (I pray) 

This is a father's shame 

That I can't save you from everything 

Chemotherapy made Christmas hard to process 

I fed the family faith, hoping it would make their fears starve to death 

Your momma's tough, prayed to Saint Jude's that its a bad dream 

But could it be I'm speaking to a doctor and not Epstein (reality) 

I remember the cries, remember the meals fed through tubes 

Pulling the red wagon, the sound of the plastic wheels 

Kind of a metaphor for pulling through this ordeal 

I pray my enemies never even have to know how this feels (hurts) 

But forget our feelings it doesn't matter, you're the one suffering 

You couldn't speak a lot yet but its like your eyes was saying 

"Daddy, if it's an obstacle, and price I got to pay 

For a long, great life, then we'll make it through okay." 

The day of your final surgery, I still live in that moment 

The teddy bear you were holding, I still own it 

I watched the doors closing, February 2, 2004... 

My little girl is cured 

I will take my life right now 

If you would save my child 

I'd change my life for her 

This is my solemn vow 

No more chemo in her veins 

And no more screams of pain (I pray) 

This is a father's shame 

That I can't save you from everything 

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