Jean's T.v. Lyrics - The Uneventful Vacation - Commander Venus

I tell them every dream I've ever had 

I tell them every place I have ever gone 

And if there's a fear of empty space 

I need to be surrounded by someone 

Waiting for a chance that things could change 

Or spend another night among the dead 

Searching for a calming presence 

I'm so excitable 

Nothing happens, I just can't go on 

Tell me why we have to live like this 

Waiting for a certain, distant fall 

Comfort is as unlikely as escape 

And love is always so conditional 

I'm tired of the tense and frightened looks 

Staring out these tired, anxious eyes 

Looking for constant approval 

I'm so desirable 

Nothing matters 

I have to move on 

I have to move on 

I have to move 

I guess it's pretty self-destructive 

To ruin on what you create 

What if I said it's more productive 

Would you make a fool out of me? 

'Cause I'd make a fool out of you 

With your cool guitars and rock-star eyes 

Thrash metaltional on cue 

Or is it hypocrites, like us 

That fear what truth can do?