Last Her Words Lyrics - Courtney Parker

Just an average girl 

She always wore a smile 

She was cheerful and happy for a short while. 

Now she's older, things are getting colder 

Life's not what she thought 

she wished someone had told her. 

She told you she was down 

you let it slip by 

So from then on she kept it on the inside 

She told herself she was alright 

But she was telling white lies 

Can't you tell, look at her dull eyes 

Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night 

But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright 

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Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves 

'Cause those cuts on her wrist were bleeding through you see 

She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it 

Didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it 

She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound 

Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed 

She had no friends at school, all alone she sat 

And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat 

But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake 

But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate 

Things were going down never really up 

And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut 

She knew exactly what she had to do next 

Just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck 

She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild 

"Look at me now are you proud of your precious child?" 

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But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame 

It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame 

She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon 

Just don't think it'll all be over soon 

The chair fell down as she took her final breath 

It's all over all gone, now she's greeting death 

Her mum walks in, she falls down to the floor 

And now nothing can take back what she just saw 

The little girl that she raised is just hanging there 

Her body's pale and her face is violently bare 

She sees the note and unfolds it with care 

All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?" 

She starts reading as the tears roll down her face 

"I'm sorry Mum, but this world is just not my place 

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in 

I've come to realize this world's full of sin 

There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space 

I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race 

It's a disgrace, I was misplaced 

Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place 

It's ok though, 'cause you'll see me soon 

You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon 

As it shines bright, throughout the night 

And remember everyone's facing their own fights 

But i can't deal with this pain, I'm not a fighter 

You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter 

So let the world know that I died in vain 

Because the world around me is the one to blame 

And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone 

'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on 

That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school 

So I'm going by the law majority rules 

My presence on this earth is not needed any longer 

And if anything I hope this makes you stronger 

You're the best friend that I ever had 

Such a shame I had to make you so very sad 

Just remember that you meant everything to me 

And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key 

Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write 

And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight 

I'm watching over you from the clouds above 

And sending down the purest and whitest dove 

To watch over you and be my helpful eye 

So this is it world... 

Goodbye!"