Change Lyrics - Darkhorse - Crazytown

Now in these cynical times are stereotypical minds 

Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb 

Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind 

I'm trying to look beyond the lies just to see what I'll find 

I'm like a fly way in a cave another hour in the maze 

I'll cover to the power, my criminal ways 

The sun is shining but I'm catching minimal rays 

It's time for me to bloom out of this childish phase 

My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win 

'Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything 

Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance 

Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents 

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same 

I blame the world for making me such a freak 

But the world wants to blame it on me 

My life is twisted 

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same 

I blame the world for making me such a freak 

But the world wants to blame it on me 

My life is twisted 

My fingers pointing in the mirror I'm the one now 

I see my shadow in the sun dial 

Am I really out to change put my freedom in a cage 

Slow down, man I got a son now 

It's nothing new they all said it, and I knew it 

But I had to go through it myself, I'm hard headed 

But that's the only way that I learn 

Get caught in the fire there's no escaping the burn, and it burns 

Change this, change that, change is full of lies 

I remain the same, can't wear a good disguise 

Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye 

So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I? 

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same 

I blame the world for making me such a freak 

But the world wants to blame it on me 

My life is twisted 

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same 

I blame the world for making me such a freak 

But the world wants to blame it on me 

My life is twisted 

I wanna run but if I run I'm only running from myself 

Would it be easier if I was someone else? 

I'm like a child playing with matches that's never been burned 

Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned 

On a highway to a destination I've earned 

So many exits but I never bothered to turn 

I'm like a piece of shard glass, laying on the frame 

Of a window that was broken by the bricks of pain 

Sometimes I feel just like the Devil's guinea pig 

He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig 

I admit, I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn 

So I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridges I burn 

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same 

I blame the world for making me such a freak 

But the world wants to blame it on me 

My life is twisted 

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same 

I blame the world for making me such a freak 

But the world wants to blame it on me 

My life is twisted 

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 

Will I 

Will I ever change 

Can I 

Can I ever change 

Will I 

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 

But the world wants to blame it on me 

My life is twisted 

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 

Will I 

Will I ever change 

Can I 

Can I ever change 

Will I 

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change 

But the world wants to blame it on me 

My life is twisted