Closer Lyrics - Singles - Da Assassin

I wanna be closer, to you 

(Da Assassin) 

What's up homie you know me, one of many with smile faces 

Still complaining about this life, full of pain with a small plate 

But I understand your plan, you the woman 

And now that I'm hurt, I desperately need to hold your hand 

Cause over the years this pain, has made our relationship much stronger 

I'm patient and much stronger, but still facing this bad karma 

For real it's too real, you see these vibes I'm getting 

Mistreated by my own blood, you hear these lies I'm getting 

But these guys forgive em, me too cause I am sinning 

Trying to find peace in places, the devil disguised and hidden 

I'm drowning in my own sin, realizing my pain 

Losing faith losing love, all flushed down the drain 

What can I do to maintain, I tried my friends and family 

Find myself alone in tears, dear God how can it be 

Or can it bell all for a reason, because I just need you 

Well if so then so it be, and let them see the message too 

(talking) 

Close, close I gotta get close 

You gotta keep a piece of mind, I know I do 

I ain't perfect 

(Da Assassin) 

Dear God I'm scarred, I'm trying it's hard 

Your right it's easy, I'm close it's far 

It's dark I'm cold, I'm wrong I know 

I'm trying I'm dying, I'm crying my soul 

I'm searching for forgivness, I'm trying to do better 

I can't sleep it's six o'clock, and I'm writing you this letter 

Show my people I love em, because they breaking my heart 

Show me a sign, should we work it out or just stay apart 

I just wanna play apart, in your righteous path 

I can't drive this car alone, because I might just crash 

They say I take things too serious, I'm taking that serious 

And God to be serious, I think I'm too serious 

But you made me who I am, and Da Assassin proud 

I don't know I don't know, what's beyond them clouds 

But I do know love, and I thought I thought that through you 

But sometimes I give out, and I don't know what to do 

(talking) 

I was just thinking, relationships 

No desire, how close you is to that person 

Now I messed up anyway 

(Da Assassin) 

Dear God my baby's hurting, I don't know what to do 

So I sent a prayer out to her, guide her ship and help her through 

Help us makeit through this pain, I wanna learn this lesson 

I felt the love was so real, but it just wasn't destined 

A lot of questions lot of mistakes, and ended up where we at 

But that's that, and truthfully I wish i could take it back 

Do something different try harder, anything but that 

But that plus that, made me realize that 

And when I saw it face to face, I had to swallow that fact 

I learned alot from that what's that, That's nobody's bidness 

Just know I'm truthfully sorry, and ask for your forgiveness 

And God as my witness, I'm a very troubled man 

Thought I was right I wasn't, thought I did didn't understand 

But one thing I do know, if it was meant to be 

We'll get closer than maybe not, who knows we'll see 

(talking) 

Yeah close, I ain't gave up 

I ain't gon worry myself though 

Lastly, Girl I'm a get close bet that 

You are now with the world's greatest 

Da Assassin, Wikid One, Serial Killa