Hurt Myself Lyrics - Tales From The Lotus Pod - Dark Lotus

[barking] 

Pain is sexual 

And I'm horny, I'm horny, horny 

[Violent J:] 

I jump in the mosh pit, but I'm alone 

Between 4 trees I get it on 

My brain is hemorrhaging, it's them or me 

It ain't easy knocking over a tree (I pass out) 

I wake up the room is padded 

It would appear I've had it 

But hold up 

Close rip, wrap them around my neck 

And choke myself to death, no breath 

Now I'm out, I'm strapped down 

Wait, I can still move my head around 

I got about 4 inches between the back of my head 

And the metal gurney bed 

BOOM! 

Slamming it, retractions 

BOOM! 

I feel the back of my skull is cracking 

BOOM! 

A broken bone is piercing my brain 

And oh, I just hammered it in... 

Ahhhhh 

Ahh I hurt myself 

God I hurt myself 

Stop me 

Pain, pain 

Stop me 

[Monoxide Child:] 

I'm sitting in the dark, talking to myself 

Why does everybody tell me that I need help? 

I'm in love with pain 

I take a needle or a knife 

And drive that mother fucker through my windpipe 

Just might 

Take a razor blade 

Dip it in some gas 

See if I can take a little skin of the calf 

Grotesque I'm a walking body bag 

And when it all heals I'll pick the scabs 

[Blaze Ya Dead Homie:] 

Alone in the casket, buried in the earth 

Self-inflicted wounds, blood stains on my t-shirt 

Kick out the door till my legs fall off 

Try to use my head my skulls to soft 

The pain overwhelms shooting through my kidneys 

Blood rushes out when I stick a shank in me 

Keep stabbing and sticking 

And pulling all the blood spitting 

And I cut off the oxygen 

And take my own life again 

[Chorus:] 

Why, tell me why 

Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you 

AH STOP ME! 

Why, tell me why 

Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you 

AH STOP ME! 

[Anybody Killa:] 

Do you wanna die? Do you need my help? 

Is it self mutilation that you're bringing on yourself 

Went through the same situation 1 year ago 

I guess that explains all the scars on my throat 

Why you still breathing, are you still alive? 

Escaping from the deamons that you had locked inside 

You death suicidal than come an play my game 

One gun, one bullet if you're it no pain 

[Shaggy 2 Dope:] 

A layer up skin ohhh, I pull it back 

And smooth it back down with some simple smack (OUCH) 

Wednesday nights I got kicked off my bowling league 

Just cause I show up bite a bowling ball and leave 

Yea go ahead curse me you faggots 

So I throw my legs onto moving cars, you got your habits 

I don't consider it hurting myself, it brings me joy 

Now shut the fuck up here 

Batter up UHHHHAHHH!! 

[Jamie Madrox:] 

Cut and slice away with a steak knife 

Hit myself in the ankle with a PVC pipe 

Exacto blade underneath the fingernail 

Bleed and make another cut, fucking might as well 

Tablespoon of Morton's salt pour it on the wound 

If it don't burn you don't know what you doing 

If you fail just return to start 

Self defecation is a beautiful art 

[Chorus] 

STOP ME!! 

STOP ME!! 

pain is sexual 

[Chorus] 

pain is sexual 

STOP ME!