My 1st Time Lyrics - Black Rain - Dark Lotus

[Violent J:] 

The first time, I didn't even feel guilty 

Never washed off, stayed bloody and filthy 

Just laid there next to the kid all night 

Kind of soaking it all in, and feeling alright 

I wasn't even old enough to drive yet, it was hell 

I had to put him on my handlebars and dump him down a well 

I try to feed of that until I couldn't anymore 

By my sixteenth birthday, my total had grown to four. 

[Monoxide:] 

I ain't afraid of you, but be afraid of me 

Cause when the lights go down, there ain't no stopping me 

Memories of my first real killing 

They found her all tied up, just hanging from the ceiling. 

What I was feeling was just so dark and twisted 

I couldn't believe I just did this. 

Now I'm stuck in my very own private Hell 

Will I ever do it again? Time will tell. 

[Chorus:] 

My first time 

I was in control until the blood 

It was my first time 

The bloody mess I had to clean up 

It was my first time 

I know this ain't right 

It was my first time 

I finally took someone else's life 

[Shaggy:] 

Every time I lay my ass down to sleep 

I pray to fuck these memories seize 

Bloody face and final breaths taken 

But the first, uh, what was I thinking? 

Just a piece of rope and a pair of hands 

It was a man, but she kept talking man 

Suffocation, through the mouth breathing 

I chocked her for the very first time for no reason. 

[Blaze:] 

It was eleven on my clock, I remember that much 

In the graveyard waiting for the dope man to show up 

Ten minuets pasts, and there's still no sign 

Just then off in the night, I see some headlights 

A car rolls by, driving slow and I don't know 

I thought it was my folk, I