Unhuman Drama Lyrics - Deceased

I wish my mind would just slow down to a slightly moving crawl 

I've seen the terror and watched the dead molest my loved ones gone 

With death so pale these ruling monsters will leave their mark on me 

As I lose my edge I realize something's got to give 

For a man that fears both life and death what is to be done? 

Insane from knowing what awaits an outcome negative 

A skeleton that's incomplete a human shape of fear 

Thrown to the powers of death unknown unfolding before my eyes 

And with my prayers unanswered they'll leave me for their kind 

And now I know without a doubt that "god" is just a word 

A grotesque creed has defiled the land mindless yet in total control 

In all my years I'd never dream that earth would come to this 

Man no longer "power creature" living beneath the sun 

And so my search for heaven shows me that it's not there 

No faith I learn that religion never was waiting for me 

Now I've no emotion no feeling no cares at all 

I'm drained of my only pure life as sorrow claims a soul 

There's little hope and endless pain leaving me broken and weak 

Deathlike in trance I'm quickly fading oh God you've forsaken me 

These are tears of a beaten man that slowly wear my face 

The scenes of doom may slightly alter the outcome's the same 

This lonely tale just keeps repeating in circles without an end 

A rotting world filled with creatures from hell existing humans damned..... 

It's truly over! 

I feel all alone in my plead to die and never return again 

The need for flesh and malevolence is something I fear to come 

And then someone or something grabs me and pulls me from this fright 

I suddenly feel unafraid, safe and so alive..... 

I'm so alive 

Is it over? Did the torture end? 

What's happening? Please tell me!