I Remember Lyrics - Singles - Deviates

When I think of my youth 

I don't remember you, you weren't there 

No you didn't care, you still don't care 

You never cared if I did, but I don't 

It was a dream though I had no choice 

I couldn't scream, I had no voice 

To say or do anything 

I was all alone and the hate did grow 

And I remember, ya what it's like to be different 

A constant fight, yeah, I remember 

You couldn't see, no you couldn't feel 

Wake up from the dream 

Just to find it's real 

Yeah, I remember 

My mind was full of hate 

My heart was empty, I couldn't take it 

It was your choice to leave 

I hated you, did you hate me? 

A fight for custody, over me 

I'm some property 

Just filled me with confusion 

Empty thoughts, anger and illusions 

And I remember, what it was like to be different 

A constant fight, futile fight, yeah, I remember 

You couldn't see, no you couldn't feel 

Wake up from the dream 

Just to find it's real 

Yeah, I remember 

Do you remember me? 

That whining kid, that little crying baby 

The hate has evolved, problem solved 

You don't exist, it's all your fault 

Yeah, I remember what it's like 

I'm not a kid, that's not my life 

You're nothing to me, no you never were 

That's pretty lame 

I guess that's just the way it goes, fuck you 

But I remember