Exile Lyrics - Dreadful Shadows

Contradiction in my thoughts is the barrier of my life 

I cannot jump that nigh to overcome 

Too many hidden ways - their destination is the same 

Which way is wrong and which is right 

Sometimes I wish I had a choice 

To end or to begin 

Sometimes I wish I could live on my own 

But nothing's breaking through the walls inside 

All the dreams remain behind 

All the voices fade away 

I'm falling into nothingness of life 

I don't care about the time 

I don't need to understand 

There's no confusion in my mind but the clarity is gone 

I hope you'll never ask about tomorrow 

My abandoned ship is carried by the current 

I cannot fight against it and I cannot force it 

Sometimes I wish I had a choice 

To end or to begin 

Sometimes I wish I could live on my own 

But nothing's breaking through the walls inside 

All the dreams remain behind 

All the voices fade away 

I'm falling into nothingness of life 

I don't care about the time 

I don't need to understand