Torn Being Lyrics - Dreadful Shadows

I wake up, it's dark 

It's cold, but I'm not freezing 

I don't know where I am, don't know how I came here 

I try to get up, but I'm paralyzed 

The last snow is melting, it's march 

It's always cold in march, isn't it? 

I'm trying hard to remember 

What happened yesterday, or was it the day before 

I see blood beside me and on my hands 

I see your face 

It's raining heavier and life is coming back to my body 

I try to find the moon, but it's too cloudy 

I try to move - and I can move 

I try to make out where I am 

There's a lake with silent waves and there are trees 

I see your body with dislocated limbs 

And I see your face 

"My shivering hands vainly try to touch your face 

Something holds me back approaching your face..." 

Your eyes are open, are you crying? 

But these tears are rainwater filling your eyes 

You don't move, you don't answer, you don't react at all 

It smells like burnt rubber, I see a car 

And I remember it was ours 

And now the fog is clearing 

Very slowly I begin to understand 

Begin to understand 

We wanted to end our lives 

Of sorrows and agony 

We wanted to escape 

And now you're dead 

Now you're dead and I'm alive 

Why do I live when you're dead 

Why should I live when you're dead