Struggle Inside Lyrics - Dying Wish

I've been building walls around me 

Through which you'll never see 

What hides inside this lonely man 

Who was born to live for eternity. 

I've been wearing a mask to hide 

All my feelings fighting inside. 

I never let anyone too close 

Cause I feared the pain would be gross. 

I've had enough, I want to change 

Even if it sounds too strange 

I want to get out this rusty cage. 

You cannot change till "I" say so. 

But I will never let you go. 

This fearful voice rulesover me. 

Now through the walls I cannot see. 

I am a slave to the Evil's will 

But I think I've already paid my bill. 

I'll pull up now and be strong 

I know all my life I have been wrong. 

It is high time to get things straight 

I have no more time to wait. 

Life has been a desperate struggle. 

The difference from Hell would be subtle. 

Concealing what you should show 

Makes the sorrow inside you grow. 

Brick by brick I'll pull down the walls 

And I don't care if the Evil's calls. 

Brick by brick I'm getting stronger 

I'm no one's slave any longer.