A Gift A Curse Lyrics - Eternal Enemies - Emmure

What I've done 

What I've seen 

The lives I've touched, what does it mean? 

Losing track of everything 

I gave it all 

But what did I gain? 

And I don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release 

'Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see 

So even if I die I'll never rest in peace 

I was desperate just to shine 

Now I struggle constantly to survive 

I have nothing to prove to you 

What I've done 

What I've seen 

The lives I've touched, what does it mean? 

Losing track of everything 

I gave it all 

But what did I gain? 

And I don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release 

'Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see 

So even if I die I'll never rest in peace 

And I've tried so many times to show that what I feel is real 

No, this is not a joke 

But you keep pushing me 

Yeah, you keep pushing me 

And now you've gone too far 

And there's no turning back 

And now I hope you choke and fucking burn in hell 

Burn 

Nothing changes 

All I know is that 

I'm alone in this 

Silently I wait hoping you'd come back for me 

All I know is that 

I'm alone in this 

Silently I wait hoping you'd come back for me 

Seems like I'll be 

Waiting 'till the end 

Knowing that I can't speak to you again 

Truth is you were never there 

I don't need your empty words or bullshit sympathy 

So here's a gift for all those years of mocking me 

Now I wish all this evil upon you 

You deserve to feel what I'm going through 

Now I wish this evil upon you 

You deserve to feel what I'm going through