My Mind's Blowin Up Lyrics - Kkkill The Fetus - Esham

You are now about to enter my mind, a place where few have dared to go, when... it's about to blow. 

Life aint shit, yours and mine 

In god it's time, I gotta find myself 

Through all this madness 

Manic depression and sadness 

I want a way out, I want a better route 

Voices in my head, I wanna let em out 

I get so pissed off, when shit aint going right 

It gets tight 

I'm trapped in here 

The only friend I got is my enemy and he's in the mirror 

I gotta deal with the tension 

The shit get's so deep, I dont go to sleep 

Bullshit and hell on earth 

I ask myself, how much is my life worth? 

I'm thinkin bout god 

In god we trust, but I cant trust him 

Before I die, the one thing I wanna do 

Is have my cake and eat it too 

I was born in sin, I guess I'm born again 

From this life I was torn to get born again 

It's all fucked up... I think my minds blowin up 

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(Chorus) 

If you can just, get yo mind together 

If you can just, get yo mind together 

I said I gotta get my head together 

But my head aint together yet 

I'm thinkin no sweat 

Don't push me cuz I'm close to the edge 

I'd rather jump off the ledge myself 

Symptoms of insanity, might as well do it 

Aint nothin to it but to do it 

I'm comin down off a bad trip 

LSD, I got's the acid 

Life aint nothin but a riddle 

Deaths on the other side 

I'm kinda stuck in the middle 

Can I get a little or alot 

Can I say a prayer, your religion's all you got 

I know what I'm supposed to know 

But I dont know when I gotta go I gotta go 

Somebodys callin me 

You see what I'm sayin cuz I'm sayin what you see 

I cant walk alone, I'm in the Twilight Zone 

They told me Jesus was a clone 

I dont read the bible 

Because it's all about survival 

So I get my rifle and get trifled 

It's all fucked up... I think my minds blowin up 

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(Chorus) 

If you can just, get yo mind together 

If you can just, get yo mind together 

I take time out to smell the shit 

All the shit, all this shit I cant deal with 

And if I deal with it, then I get ill with it 

I'm kinda still with it, but I stay reel with it 

I cant get caught up, trouble's my mind thought up 

Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde's back brought up 

Some people tell me that I'm way outta line 

I step back and touch their heads and blow their minds 

I feel I'm ill, I feel I'm reel 

I feel I'm dead, I feel I died, but I'm alive still 

The only problem I have is life, living 

But I dont sweat it, I dont regret it 

Give what I'm giving, test me and you'll fail 

Follow in my footsteps and walk the bloody trail 

How much is my life worth on a scale 

From one to ten, cant win for lose and lose to win 

I cant begin to tell you how it's fucked up 

I think my minds blowin up 

(Chorus) 

If you can just, get yo mind together 

If you can just, get yo mind together