Nervous And Weird Lyrics - Nervous And Weird - Everclear

You know I want to be the way you want me to 

Big hearted and tall enough to cover you 

I would break in half if you said it loud 

Splinter out of myself just like mercury 

I think it's better now than how it used to be 

You were lying in bed and I would levitate 

I think it's better here, than where we used to be 

I wish I could go out into the Oregon sun to be alive in the day 

I would smile at everyone 

I remember you back in 83 you were dressing insane 

You were my everything, you were so different 

From all those other girls 

A blind Electra in drag so cool and casually lame 

I think I'm better now than how I used to be 

Always nervous and weird, scared most of the time 

I think it's better now than how it used to be 

Always up in the night afraid to live in the day afraid of being afraid 

Now I sit alone when you're not around 

I read aloud just to hear a friendly voice 

I see your scary dolls, they always look at me 

From the corner of my eyes I see them shake their heads 

You know I want to be the way you me to 

Big hearted and tall enough to cover you 

I wish I could go out just to be alive in the day