I Am Not Lyrics - Ferrick Melissa

I am not smooth 

I am not soft 

I am not angry or mean 

I'm just a little shut off 

Shut off like the answer no 

Or like the way water never holds 

I want to be 

Better than I am 

Oh yes I want to need 

Nothing but your hands 

'Cause mine are so weak 

My body it wants to move in 

It wants to move in 

And your ankles are so strong 

I have seen you kick when you swim 

You kick when you swim 

This time I know 

Yeah this time I know 

That I am not wrong 

So dry and cracked 

My heart is set back 

Yeah just like the moon 

When it's a silver resting on its back 

I will not say 

Just exactly how I feel 

Because all of the answers 

Have yet to be revealed 

My body it wants to move in 

It wants to move in 

And your ankles are so strong 

I have seen you kick when you swim 

You kick when you swim 

This time I know 

Yeah this time I know 

That I am not wrong 

'Cause patience is stronger 

Than any kiss 

And oh how I wonder 

If we're ever going to make it 

Are we ever going to make it