Going Under Lyrics - Fish

Is it wrong to talk to myself even when there's nobody else? 

I'm just checking out that I'm not gone under the water 

Thrown on the beach like a seal ready for slaughter 

Can't you understand that the way things were planned 

It never worked out so I just went crazy 

I took to the drink, like something says "it's maybe" 

I ain't got no excuse and that's really the news 

Got nothing else to say, that it's my way, it's always my way 

I seem to be running away so often 

I'll try anything once and that's the way we should be 

But it's always the same getting caught up again in a habit, 

A habit I just can't shake off 

The way it always turned out 

Can you understand it's the way I choose to be 

Everything seems so easy this way but I'm going under fast, 

Slipping away, am I so crazy?