My Life Lyrics - Chyna Doll - Foxy Brown

(Nigga, uh) 

Yeah, huh (nigga uh) 

Why don't ya'll take a look into my life? 

See what I see 

(Nigga uh, nigga, nigga, nigga uh) 

At the age of fourteen, introduce to coops 

Learnin' how to seduce niggaz takin' they loot 

Quickly, got involved with this money lifestyle 

The finer things, all kinda things, power, money 

Cars and diamond rings, and nice braids, flaunt it 

The Gucci boots with the G's on it 

A high price for this 'high price' life 

While I'm on tour is my man cheatin' just for spite? 

And if you only knew I hold my minks at nights with cheap 

Or no other hands can hold me right 

My girls ain't the same, guess it's cuz the fame 

Bitches smile in my face and throw dirt on my name 

Mad cuz I made it, now friends intimidated 

Hate it that I'm in the same game as them 

With mo' fame than them, they know who they are 

This life is no joke, got us havin' to broke 

You was my sister, who used to dream together 

How we could make it real big, do our thing together 

Huh, Thelma & Louise together, remember them days? 

Them niggas we played? Now we don't even speak 

Went our seperate ways, seperate lives 

Lost friendship for pride, playin' the game 

About to forfeit high price life, I can't afford it 

My life, do ya feel what I feel? 

My life, a black girl's ordeal my life 

Do ya see what I see? 

Have you been where I've been? 

Can you go where I go? 

My life 

Do ya'll know what it feels like? 

Do ya'll know what it be like? 

Do ya see what I see? 

Have you been where I've been? 

Can you go where I go? 

Daddy's girl, in his wildest dreams 

Said he think that lil' Ing will be illest in this rap-thing 

Age 4 in my mother's shoes, swore I could sing 

And even as a little girl I was doin' my thing 

Uh, confused, I ain't asked to be born 

Nigga so dumb, shoulda used a condom 

Ask mommy every day, when daddy gon' come? 

But he never showed up 

I would pimp for them, became demented, then men? 

Resented them, just the scent of 'em made me earl 

'Specially the baller ones tryin' to buy me with pearls 

All I needed was love, all I wanted was love 

Lack of love had me fallin' for thugs 

The niggas who ain't care, just like Daddy 

If he ain't care, why should they? 

For this 'high price' life, it's the price I pay 

My life, do ya feel what I feel? 

My life, a black girl's ordeal my life 

Do ya see what I see? 

Have you been where I've been? 

Can you go where I go? 

All my girls cross the world that feel what I feel 

Hearts bruised, then been way I been, keep it movin' 

Let him do his thing, I'm the one he's lovin' 

I'm here to show ya'll, havin' a kid ain't meanin' nuthin' 

That ain't keepin' him, 'specially if he in love with another chick 

Then you stuck with the 'babymother-shit' 

Don't be lovin' niggas more than yaself 

Let 'em roam, a dog always finds his way home 

Shit, ya'll don't wanna take my place, cashin' cases 

Spit in faces, I never seem falsely accused 

While some say it's rude 

But if I was a dude, they all be amused 

But I'm a woman, so I'm a bitch, simple as that 

Double-standards, call him a Mack, call me a hoe 

Say I'm in it for the dough, but tell me 

What tha fuck he in it for? 

Wanted it all, now it's all mine 

Loneliness, sorrow, confusion and pain 

Nightmares, headlines, "Rapper found slain" 

If it wasn't for my moms I'd drown in this pain 

Now ya'll see what it's like, ya'll don't wanna be me 

Cuz it ain't always what it seem on TV 

Shit, but this is my '9 to 5' ya'll 

Sometimes I wanna slit my wrist and end my life ya'll 

My life, do ya feel what I feel? 

My life, a black girl's ordeal my life 

Do ya see what I see? 

Have you been where I've been? 

Can you go where I go?