Undefeated Lyrics - Good Riddance

I've been at odd's with a restless soul 

I've felt the pain whenI lost control 

I said the words but could not explain 

The hurt fades but the scars remain 

Got myself into situations 

Ignored the threats and ministrations 

Guilt choked by my last breath 

I scared myself to death 

So take my tears take all my fucking pain 

I hope you're entertained 

I fell prey to my own theatrics 

Been diagnosed by the psychiatrics 

Mistakes that i have made 

I've left myself betrayed 

I've lied to those i love 

I'd medicate but there's never enough 

No tears for the lives I've wrecked 

I've lost my self respect 

And now I'm reaching back 

And I'm trying to make things right 

And through my past I've gained a deeper sight 

I'm less than proud of what I've done 

But I know I've got to change 

Somehow I know it's only just begun 

Begun to change it's all on me 

There's no one else to take the blame 

But I'm still caught up in this game