Safe In The Cradle Lyrics - Halo Friendlies

how long will i go on 

turning my back and closing my eyes 

wishing you were here but pretening you're dead 

it's not so bad here in mediocraty 

no one expects much of me 

but i think of you and your thoughts of me 

i hurt so badly but i can't leave 

you kiss me when i'm sleeping 

when i have no will to wake 

it's will that keeps me from you 

it's a change i'll have to make 

will i ever be able to do the things my heart feels for you? 

am i able to stop the things i do not want to do? 

i want to hold the hand that guides me and loves me 

but this stubborn will has its hold on me 

misery is my cradle, i'm dying in my needs 

will providence shine his face on me? 

pick me up off this floor out of this mess i've made for myself 

my flesh is weak but my spirit is willing 

river's bridge of stones i'll fall water deep 

your whirlpool love will hold me still 

i'm safe in the cradle when i'm in your light 

spirit come and make everything alright