Too Far Down Lyrics - Hasker Da

I'm down again 

And I don't know how to tell you 

But maybe this time I can't come back 

Because I might be too far down 

I wish for real 

That I could turn it on and off 

Like hot and cold and up and down 

Because I'm down again 

I'm too far down 

I couldn't begin to smile 

Because I can't even laugh or cry 

Because I just can't do it 

If it was so easy to be happy 

Why am I so down? 

All I can do is sit and wonder if it's going to end 

Or if I should just go away forever 

When I sit and think 

I wish that I just could die 

Or let someone else be happy 

By setting my own self free 

And you don't want the emotion 

Because the taste it leaves is for real 

But nothing's ever real until it's gone 

And I might be too far down 

And is this just another thrown away 

Or is this the end of the whole stupid road 

But you wouldn't want to know how I feel anyway 

Because the darkest hole is at the end of the road 

I'm down again 

And I guess I'm not the only one who dreams 

That there's not any way to tell you 

Because I might be too far down