Healing To Suffer Again Lyrics - Hatebreed

I feel cheated, so I cheat myself 

I feel defeated, so I defeat myself 

Drown your sorrows again and again 

Push away and deny this misery 

These feelings and instincts remain 

I'm struggling to pull myself from my grave 

Let me be the one with the infinite 

Let me be the one 

Let me be the one with the infinite 

I won't be chained to the earth 

I just need the will 

To suppress the urge 

I can't suppress the urge 

I've built so many barriers 

I'm healing to suffer again 

Time has given me no remorse 

Spiritually bankrupt 

Just give me the grace to oppose this sin 

Haunted by the things I've done 

Is this guilt and shame the price I pay 

I hate myself for this weakness 

I won't be chained to the earth