Disappearing Act Lyrics - Singles - Henry Rollins

I'm distracted not attracted 

You attach without connection 

As I self serve my diffracted mind 

I don't want what I need 

I don't care about the scars I leave 

Your name and smile a thrown out file 

As soon as we break away 

Only when I hate you do I really love myself 

I will only let you down 

I can only fail you 

You won't want me then I'll want you 

When you come back I won't want you 

Pushed and pulled our minds will rip in two 

I'm so scared of what I need I don't care 

About the scars received 

I live in self denial 

I'm afraid of what I've got 

I don't know why I hate you when you love me 

My life's the lies of you and i 

I've grown so hard that I deny accusations even 

When they're true 

My pain is all I trust I don't care 

How much I bleed 

Don't regret the time you met me 

Don't hold the harm I did against me 

I don't know why I want to hurt you 

When you touch me 

Why do you stick around and let me do this? 

Why do you stick around for this torture? 

Only when I'm with you do I want to be without 

Your eyes are the windows 

To the emptiness inside me